The other day I was reading just one page of the lila-amrita and it was a description of a person who had come to the temple for the first time and who met Prabhupada and Prabhupada was lecturing , the person said it was almost impossible to understand him , as his accent was so heavy. But he could see that here that here was an old man and it was not easy for him to do what he was doing. He could see that he had taken a tremendous effort, to come. I could see that he was learned and that had spent many years spreading a message. And now even though his accent was so thick, he was trying to communicate to us, with difficulty. And so I felt compelled to try and understand though I couldn’t understand it well and I could see that he was very genuine that he had no interest in impressing anyone. Who in this world in beyond that. Who is not trying to impress anyone such a person he has not interests in satisfying his senses, not trying to make an impression on anyone.
But one who wants to enjoy the impression that he makes, somehow or other. He is still trying to enjoy the senses. So anyway Lord Caitanya is so merciful so kind that even if one has some attachment, but nonetheless is dedicating himself to mission of Sri Caitanya Mahaprahu to reclaim all the conditioned souls, then Lord Caitanya makes all necessary arrangements for one’s purification , whatever they may be they don’t know, how these arrangements for purification may come , we don’t know. Sometimes we notice them in a very strong form, that we get smashed by the modes of material nature, just smashed.
