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What is Krishna trying to teach me? part 2 Posted: 21 Feb 2012 03:59 PM PST (H H Kadamba Kanana Swami, 9th February 2012, Leicester, England) Lecture: SB 1.2.19
Or someone may experience anger and how it is getting out of hand. I myself had an experience as a kid, which stayed with me for my whole life. There was a boy at school who said: 'What do you think of this joke.' And he pokes his a finger in my eye! Well I got angry beyond myself. I got so angry that I kind of twisted his arms and smacked him against the wall. I was really in a destruction mode, and he broke his arm! He started to scream really loud. I ran and all the kids ran after me, but I out ran them all. I ran very fast, and shook them off. Later, when I returned back to school in the afternoon, and the head teacher was there and I was the criminal. I thought it was not fair because the guy had poked me in the eye, but he broke his arm! What a drama, first at school and then at home my father was saying: 'The insurance policy is going up!' To make it worse in the same week, I kicked the football through the main glass window! One month later, there was some road works and the pumps, pipes and planks were there. I was there showing my brother a flying bicycle trick, when this old lady decided to come out on the walkway of our house and she also broke her arm! So it was a total disaster. It's like in a span of two – three months it was a big disaster, which stayed with me for the whole life. I controlled anger after that. Watch out with anger! I also didn't do any more flying bicycle rides….I never did one again. So we do learn certain things in life, which help us to control the qualities that arise from the modes of material nature, and that is sufficient. So rather then looking at: 'What is the cause? Why do I have this anger? Maybe in my last life I already had this anger problem. If I go back to the last life then I will solve it!' 'Better learn through hearing!'
I must admit that in my life also in many cases learning by the circumstances and the scriptures give the purport. Often times the scriptures gave the purport to the lesson I learnt from the circumstances! But a very wise person can immediately just learn from the scriptures. Krishna may still give us confirmation after that! So we understand that, yes you have to be humble, and Krishna will give us real life situations where we are forced to be humble. To reconfirm yes, you really have to be humble, since Krishna will test us! Rating: 0.0/7 (0 votes cast) |
What is Krishna trying to teach me? part 1 Posted: 21 Feb 2012 03:57 PM PST (H H Kadamba Kanana Swami, 9th February 2012, Leicester, England) Lecture: SB 1.2.19 'What's He trying to teach me?' All right and things happen. Sometimes things go wrong, and especially when this happens, we tend to be reflective: 'Why is thing happening to me? And what am I to learn from this?' There is no point in going back to previous lives, and trying to find out: 'What was I? What did I do in my previous life? And maybe I should go under hypnosis.' 'You might be surprised that in your last life you were a female!' And then he said: 'Look at your feet!' And this one brahmacari looks at his feet and he had red shoes on and said: 'Oh my God!' And then he remembered the whole life, in a female body with the children and the entire family……the whole story came back and all the frustration and hope…..and why it didn't work out…..the kids didn't become what they wanted them to become and so on. So what's behind that life, and behind that life…….and behind that life….and behind all the other lives – there is not end to it. So digging in previous lives is not what is required. It's just that all these lives have culminated in a quality….we have developed a quality, because of certain behaviour from a previous life, we may for an example developed a quality of pride, and then Krishna (to teach us) may create circumstance to cut down that pride! First you rise to glory and then suddenly 'bang!' it's all gone! So in this way one has to simply look at the quality: 'What is Krishna trying to teach me here?' Rating: 0.0/7 (0 votes cast) |
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